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[02 May 2003|09:00pm] oh wow. ♥ 3 x | ♥ bang %$#!

[04 Jul 2002|04:20pm] anyone reading this who doesn't have my livejournal, le_metromix friends listed. disappointment. 2 x | ♥ bang %$#!

foryou [26 Jun 2002|12:51am] when jealousy causes spiteful words.... ah. suchislife. 4 x | ♥ bang %$#!

the a.m. [25 Jun 2002|01:18pm] fluffy pink blanket trapping warmth. college things are coming easier. days are passing by. I love all of you! I want to enjoy the summer. won't you enjoy it with me? 11 x | ♥ bang %$#!

[24 Jun 2002|03:45pm] I have a new livejournal. le_metromix friends list it. (don't take this one off) xo. 12 x | ♥ bang %$#!

much love. [24 Jun 2002|03:10pm] I have many goals in life. art is one of them. people are not. and it humors me. 1 x | ♥ bang %$#!

bang bang. [24 Jun 2002|12:32pm] krazy fest. I was walking by the tents. someone runs up to me. "hi, you are isaac's friend!" it's matt. drummer for the rocking horse winner. we start talking. we talk of poulain. of my florida trip. of SCAD (he visits there almost once a month? says he could visit me when I start fall semester) "well, I have an extra pass since we lack a roadie" (being what would have been isaac). he gives it to me. niceeeeeeee guy. the others are super as well. then, he discusses tour. says they WILL come back to louisville. we sit down at the merch table. he supplies me with their newest cd, which came out the day after I saw them here the first time (in which I just hadn't purchased yet.) I was onstage for them. I was in the crowd for jonah. ah onelinedrawing. he was amazing. (as expected) I supplied trevor with the pass for christiansen and ryan for thursday. hopefully good pictures were taken. the reputation were swell. elliott was elliott. I left again with ryan during milemarker. this time we didn't miss someone like from autumn to ashes. (coughcough) thursday's set was amazing. saturday wasn't as exciting as sunday, but still fun. although I didn't come with ryan either day, I ended up hanging out with him the most. (of course) leaving with him to swing the black children at the park was entertaining. sunday we snuck shaheen in. watched people swim in fountains of river water and bum piss. this week has been quite the adventure. eric and daniel stayed here starting wednesday. one of those nights was spent at the great chris's house. (sleeping arrangements have been fun) they were attacked at my work by some people because they had "dyed black hair lip rings, nose rings, tongue rings etc." "are you guys in bands?!?" people and their stereotypes, etc. pizza king was conquered once again. 'the intrepid bed'. the exorcist. late night movies. "get er" "hey, 1960 called, they want their pick up lines back" "you're a tool" exchange of slang. "I spilled pop all over myself" "SODA, coke, soft drink, etc. not POP" "duh" "looks like chevy needs his oil changed" too many events to sum up in livejournal entries. a person's memory storage rocks. xo. 2 x | ♥ bang %$#!

[24 Jun 2002|03:56am] if your irreplacable words weren't so planned, I'd almost say you were deep. ♥ bang %$#!

vegetation. [19 Jun 2002|01:02pm] [ mood | home sweet home ] [ music | fsf ] (I wasn't going to type such a lengthy entry, but some things you just can't summarize) one day with no electricity, and the only civilization being that of a pizza hut, a substitute 'kroger' grocery store (the name escapes me, although it was quite memorable), and a dollar general. getting laughed at when asking if there was 'a downtown to this place'. urges to steal man-sized surge bottles, baby toothbrushes etc. getting stared down while laughing at the teenagers in cars circling this no-where civilization as if it were the green tree mall. we arrived in burkesville around one; will, shaheen, ryan, and I; ready for a day filled with fun and....nature? after exploring this field (!!!) where we would reside, and laughing at ryan's dad and his 'accusations', we headed to the pizza hut for lack of anything else to do. after stocking up on stolen toilet paper from the confusing pizza hut bathroom, safely tucked away in will's lego/ tackle box, we ventured to this said dollar general store to retrieve coloring books, crayons, etc. then it was on to the great outdoors. as if completely covering myself in mud while attempting to climb into the row boat wasn't bad enough, the events that followed did anything but compensate. ryan and I went further out into the river, after dropping W and S onto the mini island. "we're really starting to move now." disagreeable currents. ending up being forced in one direction, and no matter how hard we tried, any efforts at going back to where we came proved unfavorable. countless amounts of laughter. sponge "they magically grow!" sea animals and watered down chips ahoy being our sole entertainment. (thank god for friendly people in motor boats, or ryan and I would have ended up in tennessee.) talk of ending up over a waterfall. "this smells like a petting zoo". "it reminds me of a safari ride at disney world" will's anniversary present for shaheen. sneaking into resort parks for a shower, asking for an "hourly rate." (once again, thank god for friendly people). johnson's baby shampoo that shaheen so graciously borrowed from a neighboring trailor, blow drying my hair with the hand dryers. having the same sense of humor as the 3 people I was with. eating dinner at the resort restaurant as if we were staying there. the necessity to go through the barn every time we arrived back to our "field". "slow down a little bit, this road is a little tricky." "that tree's awesome, it's the only one on the planet!" moving our tents to random spots in the fields, mine and ryan's being 100 ft away from will and shaheen's for absolutely no reason. 'restraining orders'. taking pictures of will dragging the tent. being no help at placing it on top of the car. shaheen and I driving off. doughnuts(?) in the field. "I go there sometimes to relax and vegetate" mad games of guess who. girls vs. boys. unlabeled frutopia. coloring pages. the unnecessary search for 'battery operated fans'. ben folds. 'annie waits'. no-mans land. "once I saw a bald eagle". the goats (they know what they're called). fishing in the dark and laughing at it's pointlessness. ryan and I being scaredy cats over spiders and things in our tent. the dying ostrich that kept us up all night mad cuddling. falling asleep with the tent 100 degrees and waking up with it around 20. "it's more comfortable on a slope". laying down only to have it collapse on us. laughing. lighters. bug bites. one sleeping bag. "the cool blanket". spending the day with 3 of the coolest people and sleeping next to one. ryan's warmth. cuddles in the morning. thinking it's 3:30 am when it was really only 11. waking up to honking and voices. will rushing everyone to get to mcdonald's in time for breakfast. the girls laughing at the boy's. radiohead (the bends). alkaline trio. can't slow down. weezer. happiness. 2 hour car rides. passing numerous amounts of people. (this one deserves a big etc.) summary of thoughts? conclusion? we must do this again sometime. xo. ani (p.s thanks again ryan. I had a b-l-a-s-t) this weekend's agenda: krazy fest I've been more excited about going. company! oh gracious company. e-rock steady and d-lish. rocking it out hard <3 etc. 5 x | ♥ bang %$#!

[17 Jun 2002|08:38pm] carole king completes the atmosphere. no shows for me tonight, thanks. just me and my freshly painted red fingernails. newly cut hair. hot damn I should be a beautician for a living. xo. 2 x | ♥ bang %$#!

in agreement. [17 Jun 2002|02:11pm] 'when a firecracker burns the sky I think of you and if there are any firecrackers around for you to see. but I get sad because firecrackers are just little explosions. nothing worthy of your big eyes. when something explodes for you, it should be large enough to tear the stars down. they arent good enough for you. nor do they shine nearly as bright as this feeling I get when I look to the west and there is still a bit of light left from the setting sun. tomorrow is never today. so then today I want to be in your arms forever.' (thank you) 1 x | ♥ bang %$#!

get her [16 Jun 2002|04:12pm] [ mood | jovial ] I just met four incredibly lively doods from goshen. who knew family dining could be so fun? somehow....I miss the atmosphere of last night. yesterday. the entire 24 hours. experience of better times. relaxation, if you will. (this summer is going to be insane) xo. 9 x | ♥ bang %$#!

laughing at the weather channel. [16 Jun 2002|09:58am] proceeding to sneak into st. mary's '21 and over night'. macarena from outside the fence. talking to drunks on their porches on every corner of the negihborhood. "hahahhahahaha cows don't drink MILK!" and "cuddlefest 2002." the sleepover at will's house with ryan made me wonder why I was ever sad(?) in the first place. xo. ani 2 x | ♥ bang %$#!

etc. [15 Jun 2002|06:53pm] [ music | the album leaf ] sometimes. I live for this. june 15th, 2002. shower. clean clothes. freshly painted face. work consisted of 30 little league ball players breaking boundaries. twisted emotions (like the ice cream?). breaks to recollect myself. maybe *this* is exactly what I've been waiting for... 1 x | ♥ bang %$#!

swell. [14 Jun 2002|01:37pm] today, the 14th of june, 2002 - is officially "I hate ani day". xo. 15 x | ♥ bang %$#!

[14 Jun 2002|12:16am] [ music | le tigre ] sometimes. it's good to live in fiction. I wrote this on a check stub envelope. while you were away. doing your own thing. it is about no one, really. pinpoint at negative. midnight proportions. trust me, I know these things. laugh in the face of your insecurities. you know that in time you will be nothing more than everything you feared. go into the big world. a grown man. the world. a blue and green crayon drawing, but more than just an image that hangs on your mother's fridge. responsibilities are greater. a greater risk than you can handle. you scoff in the face of it, but only because facing it is impossible. take it all in baby, because one day those images will be all that is left. 2 x | ♥ bang %$#!

(!!!!) [13 Jun 2002|02:47pm] [ mood | %*@#$ ] today feels wrong. destruction of events. I need a nice hot shower. mmmm. 2 x | ♥ bang %$#!

[13 Jun 2002|03:08am] 3 am. I like you better when it's late, baby. uncomfortable darkness, passing the time. I wish I could figure something out with this. 3 x | ♥ bang %$#!

[12 Jun 2002|03:20pm] [ music | !!! ] mixedemotions? yes please. the kodan armada rocked it hard. I was a video taping fool. the intenseness of their music makes me happy. the "girlfriends of the band" left amungst the festivites. laura, gia, cristine, lily and I, for coffee and ice cream treats. after the show it was back to laura's where we watched the tape of the show and played around with cory's video camera, capturing oh so entertaining moments on screen. fighting and then making up. another high point(?) of the interesting night. interesting morning. I love my friends. xo. ani 8 x | ♥ bang %$#!

[11 Jun 2002|05:17pm] [ music | bright eyes. ] it is now a fact that I am indeed going to the Savannah College of Art and Design in September of 2002. anticipation? yeahyeah. (!!!!!) oh, the excitement. 14 x | ♥ bang %$#!

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